This Conversation Seems Like A Dream

Up to my ears.

I am still very freaked out over this whole business thing. (And yeah, if that bores you, skip this one.)

Brett is right in that it's not as if I've invested my life savings into this, and stand to put myself in the poorhouse if it fails, but it's still a bit...well.

This has been a dream of mine for a while, you see, and now it's starting to become reality, and that scares the hell out of me--especially since I have had issues with following through on things for most of my life. No, what I'm doing is real, this time. I have the business license, fictitious business name statement, resale permit, business cards (got those yesterday), and bank account (got that today) to prove it.

Holy shit. What the hell am I doing?

Agh.

Amusing side note: my weekly Cainer horoscope for the week starting last Saturday said that I was overthinking something and that, really, everything was going exactly as it should and that I should calm down. Yeah, I realize that trusting one's entire life to a horoscope is probably not the best way to go about things, but still...I also believe that there are times in one's life where you get a swift kick in the ass just when you need it, and I think I got one.

Now to just believe what I'm reading... :)

Posted by Liz at October 16, 2004 03:24 PM